Live True, Love True

Wow, this would be the first time i’d actually blog here. Not only that, it’ll be the first in months i blogged anywhere. See, i used to blog on Multiply, cool stuff, lotsa space, its free, good loading times, did i mention its free? Oh yeah, and its free. The only problem is, there aren’t many of my friends there, blogging to people you see almost everyday is just…. obsurd. Not to mention a little silly… okay.. maybe not a little..

Anyway, i’ve been having really funky feelings about people close to me. They seem transperent lately, as if i know when they were lying, they were sad, they have lots on their mind, stuff like that, just by listening to them, looking into their eyes.. some freaky shit. Something i never really observed for quite a while. But then again,it might be because my attention now is focused more on regaining what i lost during the period of say, 6 months? A lot has happened, didn’t quite feel it then, numb i could say. You know, like Linkin Park stuff haha. "I’ve become so numb!"

Ah well, people have their ups and downs, some have more ups then downs, some just dont give a damn and move on. Especially when its about relationships and break ups. Heck, if you’re gonna break it off, try do it nicely, at best, let him or her know why, its something you owe your former partner after months, days or at worst hours together. Come on, i mean, be sensible, especially when its a relationship spanning years, you can’t seriously think from "I love you baby, i’d give anything for you to be with me" to "You’re a bitch, go to hell" in a couple of minutes. I mean, if you’re gonna make that sort of decision, take some time off, cool down and stay away from people that give blind advice.

"If you’re not happy, break it off then" are words people like these shouldn’t hear. If you’re really their friend, you’d know its not the individuals that need saving, its the relationship. If everyone could just do anything they liked and only thought about themselves, then what good is a relationship? You might find another girl, but you’ll never have the same things you had before. Before you make a move and say "it’s over", think about his or her feelings and yours, find that little care or love you have left to at least tell him or her nicely.

Damn, is this some love lecture? nah… its just that, i would always be the one seeing relationships fail, up close. Not a pretty sight eh? It’s like seeing a plane crashing down and you can’t do anything to help, and in some occasions hear them say "Mayday! Mayday!" . At some point, i would wish i would never suffer the same, then again, im not that lucky. Anyway, life goes on and the more of these kinda shit you go through, the stronger you get and the wiser you become.(Warning! : doesn’t apply to some, it seems.)

I made a vow however, if i am to be in another relationship, i’d not take her from granted. Finding that out that she feels the same would be a journey itself, i would think. Let’s just court the old fashion way shall we? Flowers, chocolates, perhaps even a kiss the hand, Moonlights, Sunsets and candlelights? Very Possible, do-able, and achievable. Like i said before and to many, its so rare these days that people actually treat others this way, that it actually makes it special. Geez, my mom and dad used to court like that… my god that was like the 70’s… wtf.. lol

I just noticed what a long pile of crap i just talked about…

I wonder how many letters am i limited to on this blog? there isn’t a counter…..

Heh..