Live True, Love True

I think i’ve lost my touch in writing again… I find myself lost for words when i try to come up with something to blog about….

Maybe it’s because i’ve been blogging too much.. or maybe its the way im feeling now.. indifferent.

I’m not feeling things i should be feeling.. excitement, anxiousness, worry, sadness.. Did i lose it? Again?

At one point i was Iceman, i never showed any emotion what so ever, speaking in one tone of voice and always kept to myself. I think Iceman is coming back… Too many intense emotions have been creating a disturbance in my head, my heart…. I can barely sleep, no longer waking up to dreams of a better future, now to nightmares. I find that funny.. the last time i had nightmares was 5 years ago, when i left Miri to KL, and 5 years before that when my 3 best friends move away and i never saw them again since. Did i lose something dear to me? I really don’t know. Maybe i did, but didn’t realise? Perhaps.

All I can do now is wonder, and hope this is merely caused by lack of sleep and an overworked mind.

"Gehen Sie mit mir und Sie sind mein Bruder."

Walk with me, and you shall be my brother.

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